Analise Silsby Prescott stared out the window at the passing countryside. Clumps of silvery-green sage and tall, spindly cholla plants blurred past as the stagecoach rumbled down the bumpy road. The stage lurched forward as one wheel hit a depression in the path. Analise closed her eyes and braced herself to keep from falling off the thinly-cushioned bench. One hand went to her swollen stomach, and she desperately wished that the jostling ride would end.
A puff of cool air came through the window, touched her cheek, and was gone again. Once it was gone, all that remained was the stifling, dusty air she'd been breathing. Touching her face with one dusty hand, she felt the heat of her skin. The dustier position next to the window would afford her the better breeze. Being the sole passenger on the stage, she had her choice of seats. So, she scooted closer to the window, placing her small bag on her knees once more.
She drew a deep breath as she leaned toward the window to feel the cool air on her face. It had been such a long trip. She'd never expected to get on the stage when she did. Everything had happened so quickly. She was still reeling from it.
This long, hot, dusty ride had given her the chance to see new places, to experience the world a bit. Yet if she was honest with herself, she couldn't deny that she'd been a bundle of nerves the entire way. It wasn't a trip most 20-year-old women make, especially in her condition.
Analise stifled a yawn and leaned farther into the breeze coming in the window of the coach. At least the cool, albeit dusty, air refreshed her a bit. Her new position gave her a far better view of this strange land. Her impression of the Colorado territory so far was one of emptiness and desolation. It was far different than Boston. Yet over the past days of travel, she'd come to find that she enjoyed its beauty. She'd spent much of the trip staring out the windows at the endless rolling hills of brown-green grass, sage, cholla and yucca.
The stage hit another bump, jostling her swollen body in ways that made her ache. Once more, she laid a hand on her belly, this time rubbing at the spot where her unborn child kicked in protest.
"I'm sorry. I don't think it'll be much longer. We'll be to La Junta soon and then we can set about our business."
Their business. What a turn of events her life had taken to bring her on this journey so close to her time. Eight months ago, things had almost seemed normal. Then everything started to change. Her husband waited until his parents left for a year's travel abroad, then set forth on a wild journey of his own. He'd given her only a couple of days notice that he was leaving. And so much had happened since. How she managed to deal with it all, she still wasn't sure. All she had known was that by the end of things, she found herself with only one choice. She had to come west.
She arched her back and tried to fill her lungs. For weeks, she'd been unable to catch her breath easily what with her unborn child crowding her breathing space. She leaned her head back and rubbed at her eyes. As she shifted in the seat, her bag tumbled to the floor and a few contents spilled. Without thinking, she bent to retrieve the bag, her large belly stopping her. It was only now, at the end of her journey, that she could admit that her cousin had been right. She was crazy to have made this cross-country journey so near her time. What was even crazier was she'd traveled unescorted.
For a moment, she contemplated letting the bag remain where it was, it's contents spilled on the floor. At that moment, Analise wasn't sure she could muster the energy to move. But she saw the wind teasing the spilled contentsher lace handkerchief and the old bundle of ribbon-tied letters from Gareth. She would need to retrieve them before they were scattered across the surrounding emptiness. With a small sigh, she smoothed wisps of her golden hair back in place, then lowered her once petite frame to the floor.
She reached for the spilled contents, retrieving the letters first. Crouched on the floor, she fingered the first envelope. What joy those letters had once brought. With a sigh, she stuffed them and the other things back in the bag and tried to straighten up. As she did, a sharp pain caught her. She sagged back to the floor with a startled gasp.
Analise felt the sweat break out under her clothes. Fear throttled her. She was near to her time, but by her figuring, she still had a few weeks to go. One hand went to her stomach, the other to the seat. She gulped in a breath. It was as she knelt there that the coach began to slow. They must be nearing the town.
"Lord, please
don't let this child come. Not yet," she whispered through gritted teeth.
The stagecoach continued to slow, and she became faintly aware of the sounds of other horses and wagons, the sound of a tinny piano that grew louder, then faded again as they passed a saloon. The driver outside called to the team, and she felt the rumbling under her stop. Momentum pushed her toward the facing bench, then pulled her into the seat behind her. The pain in her lower belly intensified at the movements. Analise stifled a grunt.
"Culver, what're you doing off your spread again? I wasn't expecting to see you back so soon," the stage driver called to someone in an amiable voice. "How long you plannin' to be around this time?"
"Don't know yet," another man answered as the door swung open.
The stage driver was framed in the door, his pockmarked face turned back over his shoulder. He grinned at someone Analise couldn't see. As he turned toward her, he laughed at some unheard comment. His smile disappeared when he saw her huddled on the floor, holding her belly. His eyes widened a bit as he stared at her.
"Oh, lord
Lam," the driver called over his shoulder. "You know where that ma of yourn is?"
The man stepped up into the coach, crouching near her.
"Ma'am, are you okay?"
"No," she mouthed her answer, unable to force any sound out. She grabbed hold of him, her fingers pressing hard into his muscled arm.
"Culver," the driver shouted. After a moment, another man appeared near the door.
"What?"
"You best go after yer ma. Looks like she's gonna be needed here real soon." The driver moved out of the second man's line of sight, allowing him to see Analise crouched on the floor.
She glanced up at the man, noting the shabby clothes and the several days' worth of stubble covering his jaws. For a stunned moment, they seemed to study each other. Then, an easy, reassuring grin spread across his face.
"Ma'am, you think you can walk a short ways? My sister's got a boarding house just across the street, and my ma's a midwife."
Analise felt her cheeks flush crimson. How had she gotten into this situation? She was in a strange town, surrounded by rough, dirty men. And here she sat, in all likelihood ready to give birth to her child. She dearly wanted to crawl under the bench and hide from them. Yet she nodded without intending to.
"I can try," she mumbled to the grinning stranger.
"Good." He turned to the stage driver, his smile disappearing. "Ben, you help her up, and be easy about it."
The driver touched her arm. She kept one hand on her belly, the other on the driver's arm as she struggled to her feet. Once standing, Analise started to reach for the bag she'd dropped, but the stranger spoke again.
"Ma'am, from the looks of you, I'd say you best leave that bag and come along. Ben'll see to it."
Her cheeks flushed again, embarrassment turning her pale skin red. What had she done? How had she gotten herself into this? And why did these two strange men have to be witness to it all?
What made it even worse was that the man offering her advice seemed to understand more of what was happening to her than she did. With a sound halfway between a sigh and a groan, she took a step toward the door.
The pain in her belly was constant, but the movement sent a shock through her. Her knees buckled. The driver, Ben, caught her as best he could. The other man helped him lift her out of the coach. Analise pressed her eyes closed as the man settled her in his arms and finally started to move.
If she hadn't hurt so much, she would've been embarrassed by all of this fuss. As it was, she thought of nothing other than the pain and the fear that something was terribly wrong.
Her eyes fluttered open and she looked at the man carrying her. She drew a breath to ask a question, then realized that people all around them had stopped to stare. It was that moment that her eastern breeding and sensibilities returned to her.
"Put me down," she hissed suddenly.
"What?" the stranger asked, sounding winded, as well as vaguely amused.
"Put me down, sir. I can walk now."
Analise twisted in his arms, attempting to plant her feet on the dusty street. Once more, the movement sent a shock through her. She gasped as her body tensed.
"I don't think so, Ma'am."
He quickened his pace. Just a few seconds later, he carried her through the doorway of a house. His footsteps faltered once and he paused to lift her into a better position. Analise blinked to refocus her eyes after the bright sunlight. Across the room, she saw a shadow move. Squinting, she realized the dark form was a woman.
"Lam?" the woman in the shadows called.
"Rosie, go get Ma. Hurry."
"Okay. Watch the girls."
"Go! Hurry!"
The woman named Rosie ran past them as the man rushed into the hallway. He moved past the kitchen and into the back half of the house, finally stopping outside a closed door. He lowered her feet back to the floor and pushed the door open. Without a word, he started to lift her once more, but Analise took a halting step into the room. The pain that had subsided a bit now tugged at her belly again. She once more put a hand to her stomach, the other to the wall.
"Let me help you."
She glanced at him, part of her wishing he'd leave her alone. But she knew full well that if she was left to walk to the bed alone, she'd get no farther than where she stood. Analise hesitated a moment, then nodded her assent. Once more, he began to lift her, but she spoke.
"No. I want to walk."
He chuckled, but straightened up and gripped her arm firmly, motioning her forward. Progress was slow. After two halting steps toward the bed, she glanced around, seeing that the room was tidy except for a pile of things in one cornersaddlebags, a rifle resting against the wall, a bedroll. This was his room. She jerked around, ready to protest. But the sudden movement sent a stab of pain through her middle. She caught his arm just before her knees went soft.
He scooped her up and settled her on the bed. Analise rolled onto her side and tucked her legs up close to her body. Suddenly, it didn't matter if the bed belonged to this stranger. In that instant, it was forgotten.
After a moment, he gently pressed a cool cloth against her forehead. Her eyes fluttered open. Resting on the soft mattress, she felt fatigue seep through every joint and muscle. She closed her eyes again as she drew a deep breath.
"Ma'am?" the man's voice cut into the quiet room.
"Yes?"
"A woman traveling alone in your condition
Well, I was just wonderin' if you've got kin around these parts. Or some friends, maybe?"
Analise pondered the words, trying to make sense of them. It dawned on her that he was asking to contact someone for her
if she had anyone.
"Gareth
Gareth Prescott. Do you know him?"
"No, Ma'am, but if he's from around these parts, someone in town should. Soon as Rosie gets back, I'll see if I can find him for you."
Again, he adjusted the cool cloth. She heard his boots on the floor as he walked away. Analise tried to force her eyes open, only her eyelids were so heavy. The stranger's boots continued to sound on the plank floor. Analise was sure he was leaving. She didn't much care just then. Gently, she touched the damp cloth he had draped across her forehead. Her hand fell limply back to the bed. She was so tired.
From somewhere outside the room, Analise heard a child's excited call.
"Uncle Lam, Gramma Molly's comin'
"
"Good. You girls bring her on back here, okay?" His voice was close, sounding like it was right outside the door, and Analise peeked in that direction. He leaned against the far wall of the hallway, watching her intently. When he caught her looking his way, he shifted his gaze to the floor
"Mister
" She called out, fighting the fatigue.
"
Culver. Lam Culver." He stepped into the doorway.
Analise blinked, knowing that what she was about to say would cause him to raise an eyebrow, at the very least. For Gareth's sake, as well as her own, she felt she had to say it. She beckoned him nearer. When he was crouched beside her, she spoke.
"Please
be discreet when you find my husband. He doesn't know I've come
" She paused to catch her breath. "
nor does he know about our child."
Copyright Morgan J Blake, 2001
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